Someone whose steps are learned

There is someone, who i always together with
Since i was born,
Since I learned to walk
Since i go to my first day at school
Since i became a teenager
Since i blowed my 17th cakes
And now, since i graduate and start to college life

Remember, that was a very long time ago.
when my 4th birthday, she taught me how to having a birthday party
I just learn what she did

when I was in 2nd year senior high school, together with her take vocal lesson and show in many
events.
I just followed how she performed


When the first time i learned using public transportation without my parent
When the first time i learned how to become a fanatic fan of popular artist (that was very common for normal teen)

The most important things : She always choose my wears, untill no shirt, t-shirt, or jeans of mine which not bought by or with her.

That've been happened for almost 15 years.
Untill she's gone.

every step of her life was followed by me
since choosing elementary school, untill choosing college.
sometimes it makes me desperate when his steps are bright, (graduate in 3,5 years and cumlaude, get abroad scolarship)

Hm..........

Maybe if there's question, who is your best friend that stay with you, along (almost) whole your stage of life?

That's her

actually truly miss you,but impossible to say..

:) :)